I find comfort in my sadness, because that’s all I’ve ever known. One may dream to have a lifetime of happiness, but we all know that a broken soul won’t last a day in this world.
I could cry for days, and I’ll never be empty. No one will ever understand what I feel, what I think, what I want, what I dream of…What I deserve. I deserve the best and if that’s too hard for anyone to give me then someone out there can help, I’ve been through the toughest shit, small and big and everything everyone has ever said or done to me I will take with me to my grave. I’m empty. I’m broken. Sometimes I feel like nothing. I try to smile and be full of life, but you don’t know how hard it is to lift yourself up when all you know is the bottom.